I finally fit in a size SMALL !! and i went shopping and bought everything 2 sizes smaller and everything fit me i was super happy and ecided to loose the rest healthy way . The same friend calls me and I was about to give her the gppd news maybe we'll do it togther ,,, she tells me she binged and she threw up and she'll starve her self . I GOT DEVESTATED ! she's been throught slot and everytime she calls to tell me somthing i cry cuz it hurts me what she's doing to her self I LOVE HER nad she is thinnn and skinny and pretty !! !! she is 100lb and she wants to loose to 88lbs that's NOT HEALTHY !! So i just told her imma stop she got happy fo rme so i did it throught the weekend on friday i woke up like a drug addict that wantss drugs I couldn't !!! It ws hard enough eating with not throwing it up so I couldn't i just wanted too !!! So i don't know what I ate ,, but I know at the end of the day i couldn't so i binged a bag of ships and a sandwich and went to throw it up ,,, i threw it up untill my stomach was empty and i gurantee you that i'm sure that at the end i was just throwing acid and i think some STOMACH TISSUES !
and i was back .
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